on a sunday

So here it is, I'm half way through a lovely 4 day weekend. Not to much going on other than I was cramming all week last week because I thought my history test was opening tomorrow. I'm a week early on that, it doesn't open until the 8th!! But I have all my reading done so I am going to go through the chapter test on line and practice to keep the stuff in my head. I took the first quiz for my SCL course and half the questions were on stuff we haven't done yet. It will be interesting to see how that works out. I'm not sure if I had already mentioned this!! I seem to be chasing my tail.

Boyo seems to have a cold but is getting better, I think it's just sinus junk like I am having but Mama Sue insists that it is a cold.

I actually did some shopping and spent money on me for once. I picked up 4 new tops at Old Navy and 4 pv videos(Carolina Moon, Definitely Maybe, Curse of the Golden Flower and The other Boylen Girl) at Hollywood..total damage $80 and me being half nauseous since I never spend money on me and am not sure how I will cover gas for this week, although I know I have many ways to make it happen. Yes I am as paranoid as ever!!!

Love life is currently odd. I have been playing with a sailor for a little over 3 months, very little, mostly sex only, but we're getting to that phase where although the sex is great but I'm not sure if I want more than just sex or if I want, heaven forbid, a relationship. Part of the quandry is the fact that I had four days off and he was suppose to come see me Fri., but something came up!, my local best friend Chris is out of town and I'm wondering why don't I have a life....Not that I have much wiggle room with everything going on, but I wanted to go out on the town and the people that normally go with me were all not available. Don't I sound whinny and pathetic and demanding...but such is life.

Shellyanne sent me an email for a guy that she knows that she thinks we might want to give it a try. Which also puts me on the fence because I don't want to drop the lover to persue something else that may not be what I am looking for anyway. Adrian once again is up to the what are your plans routine and then never calling to set something up. He's a dear friend but I've put up with this crap for over a year and that is all it is crap!

I'm starting back on the South Beach diet Tuesday(possibly tomorrow) I managed to drop 20 pounds with it last year, ten of which have creeped back slowly so it's time. I was a good kid today though and hopped on my half of an elliptical and managed to do 400 revolutions without killing my self but my legs had turned to butter. So here's to possibly a little slimmer me!

love to all from the Okies

life in the insanity

Okay so for those who know me they just accept that I only blog periodically and they love me anyway. If they really wanted to find me they know the other ways to do it.

basic update, Vlad is now 11 and just shy of5' 1", sorry Tia he's leaving you in the dust here shortly!!! He passed the exam to start refereeing game son the weekends so soccer will be an all day thing now ref in the mornings and games in the afternoon. Hew started6th grade and seems to be doing okay with swapping out classes. We'll see how that works when they start giving tardies if you have to go back to your locker if you for get something. Otherwise things seem to be going okay with him.

Ratboy didn't send a b-day gift, big surprise! but he did call and freak out on my because he had received something from DHS about family related child abuse and wanted to know what i had reported him for. I told him only that he was an ass for missing his son's b-day and hung up!!

I am back in college for the semester. I am taking a history course(Amer-civil war) and a stupid one credit course that is required for my degree that is suppose to make me a better student and human...good luck on that. But this is the first time I have taken 2 classes at once. Luckily the stupid class is only 8 weeks with weekly assignments whereas the history class is 16 weeks with 4 exams and 2 reports and that is it....

I just took my first quiz for the stupid class and half the questions were on things wer haven't covered yet so that could be interesting. Anyway boyo wants lasagna for the weekend so I',m off to do that!!!

Lots of love and miss you all terribly.